Title: Sisters and Brothers
Author: Fiona Palmer
Publisher: Hachette Australia
Genre: Women's Fiction
Release Date: August 28, 2018
A poignant novel of heartbreak, adoption and a father's love by beloved bestselling Australian author, Fiona Palmer
Bill, 72, feels left behind after the death of his adored wife. He relies heavily on his only daughter, Sarah.
Sarah, career woman and perfectionist homemaker, struggles to keep up with the Joneses. As her husband grows distant, she has no support network.
Emma, a down-to-earth nurse and busy mother of three, always dreamed of having a sister . . . But nothing prepares her for the shock results of a routine blood test.
Adam, a successful florist, was raised by his mother. As his dreams start to fall into place, he can't stop thinking about the father he never had.
Finally, Michelle is trying to build cake-making into a career. But at 46, has she left her run too late to fall in love, have children and find her birth parents?
These five very different people - all connected but separated by secrets from the past - could be facing their futures together. After all, friends will come and go but sisters and brothers are forever . . .
The new novel of heartbreak, adoption, family and a father's love by the Top Ten bestselling author of Secrets Between Friends, Fiona Palmer.
âCome on, kids, move your backsides. I need to be at work yesterday!â screamed Emma Noble as she put her phone into the pocket on her blue nurseâs uniform. The only reply she got was the echo of her voice. Just when she was about to do her crazy banshee stalk through the house â thatâs what her oldest kid, Josh, called it â one child, her eldest daughter, appeared in the kitchen.
Maddison, dressed in her white school shirt, a big red R for Rockingham Senior High School written on her chest, moved slower than a turtle. She walked past the scattered clothes by the dining table, which doubled as the clean unfolded laundry pile, her feet shifting fluff and dog hair across the vinyl floor. Emma could almost hear her vacuum cleaner groan as it sat in the corner of the room, its contents well past emptying limit. Maddieâs plain dark shorts looked as if sheâd slept in them; no doubt theyâd fallen off the bed where Emma had left her clean, folded clothes. And Emma would bet her left leg that Maddie hadnât run a brush through her hair in days, though it looked passable now scraped up into a loose bun on top of her head. Her fifteen-year-old daughter was a sloth in every sense. She made a little effort on school days but at home she lived in her socks and Nike sliders and whatever clothes she picked up from the floor in her messy room. Emma had told her on many occasions that there could be white-tailed spiders breeding among the clothes on her floor, but it didnât seem to faze the teenager.
Maddie slowly picked up two slices of toast and headed towards the door without so much as a smile. It was quite possible that Maddie was still half-asleep. The only proof she was actually alive, besides the fact she was walking and breathing, was that her phone was in her hand, earphones wedged in her ears and the tinny sound of music so loud Emma could hear it. Maddie would need a hearing aid before her thirtieth birthday. The hand that held her phone had the top loop of her school bag hooked between spare fingers, and Emma wanted to tell her to stop dragging it across the floor, especially because her red school jumper was about to fall out, but she knew better than to waste her breath when Maddie wouldnât hear her.
Right, that was two kids accounted for, because ten-year old Max was already waiting in the car. It would be a sad day when he too joined the moody teenagers that inhabited her house. Emma found an elastic band on the table and quickly scooped her brown wavy hair up into a ponytail and then pulled her lip balm from her pocket and coated her lips. They always got dry at work because she never had time to drink. Being a nurse, there never seemed to be any time for anything, let alone eating or toilet breaks and especially not for proper hydration.
âIâll drive,â said Josh as he swept in, grabbed the last slice of toast and snatched the car keys off the table.
Emma looked up at her son. He was the giant in the family, towering over her and his father John. Heâd make a great basketballer if he could be bothered, but life at the moment was all about girls and cars.
Emma searched under all the mail, school work, breakfast leftovers, a shoe and one of Joshâs stinky T-shirts for her hospital lanyard. Finally she found it in the fruit bowl â a receptacle that never seemed to hold what it was made for â at the end of the breakfast bar.
Emma picked up Joshâs forgotten bag from the floor, hoping to Christ that the dog hadnât got to his lunch again, and headed to the door. She bent to pick up some of Maxâs artwork that had fallen off the fridge and stuck it back on, holding it in place with a big magnet of an XF Ford Falcon. The knife lay on the chopping board still covered with butter and Vegemite. Emma threw it in the sink, already full of last nightâs dishes, and cursed because it was Maddieâs job to stack the dishwasher and it hadnât been done.
It was hard having John away with his fly-in-fly-out job in the mines up north. Two weeks home, two weeks away. It was a tough lifestyle to live, especially when she worked full-time. The house during those two weeks looked like a shit hole, to use Johnâs words when heâd come home from his last shift.
Emma grabbed the large black faux-leather bag she got on sale at Kmart for five dollars and flicked off lights on her way to the door. âAh,â she said as she spotted their Staffy curled up on the couch. âSnake, you cheeky boy. Outside now.â His brown eyes shot her evil glances he must have learned from the kids but he reluctantly slid off the couch and headed for the back door, his brown tail between his legs. Once heâd gone through Emma locked the doggie door and ran back to the front.
âJesus Christ, why canât I ever have a simple morning?â When she got to the white Prado, Josh was already in the driverâs seat with his plates up. He smiled a cheesy grin and nodded to the passenger side.
âNo speeding,â she demanded as she climbed in.
Josh was a good boy; lean and sinewy, and he was the man of the house while John was away. Heâd pick up the kids from school and then come and fetch Emma from work, or if she had a late shift heâd get takeaway and feed them all. Some days he hated it, but she tried to even it up by making sure he had nights off to go out with his friends.
He raked his hand over his long dark fringe, and the little black earring in his ear glinted as he turned to check his mirrors. On his inner arm, just above where his school shirt stopped, was a tattoo heâd got a few months ago on a family holiday to Bali. It was a small anchor and chain with the word âFamilyâ along its length.
John had a whole arm sleeve, and Emma had the kidsâ names on her wrists, a heart with each one. And on her foot near her ankle she also had the word âFamilyâ written between an electrocardiogram pattern. A mix of her two great loves: work and family.
Josh dropped Max off first at the local primary school.
âBye, darling, have a good day,â said Emma getting out to hug and kiss him. Max had her dark chocolate eyes but Johnâs blond hair, which made for a very cute combination. He flicked his head to the side to shift his hair from his eyes. Heâd been asked out by two girls this week.
âSee ya, Mum.â
The next stop was the local high school where the other two kids piled out and Emma hugged them all before getting behind the wheel. She couldnât complain, really; they were hard work at times, but her kids still let her hug them â even Josh â and they waved goodbye as they walked off down the school path.
Before she could put the car in gear her phone rang. âHey Mum, Iâm in the car, just dropped off the kids.â âDarling, your dadâs in Emergency,â came her mumâs rushed voice through the car speakers. âDonât panic, heâs okay.â
Her mum Tammy sounded like she should take her own advice, her voice high pitched and breathless.
âWhat the heck happened?â Emma pulled out into the traffic and floored it in the direction of the hospital.
âHe was pruning that damn passionfruit vine, and the ladder tipped and he fell. Landed on his collection of junk . . . Ugh, there was blood everywhere. I couldnât move him, so I called the ambo.â
Her mum made a gurgling sound of repulsion. She wasnât so good with blood, so growing up Emma had to tend to those situations from a young age. Probably why she became a nurse.
âBut heâs okay?â Emmaâs pulse began to relax. âAre you okay, Mum?â
âHe needs some stitches and a needle. And Iâm fine, now. Almost passed out. I think Iâm getting better at dealing with it.â
Emma stifled a chuckle; sheâd been trying for sixty-eight years. âIâll be there in five, Mum. See you soon.â
After parking at the hospital Emma went straight to her ward to tell her boss that she needed ten minutes to check on her dad, and then headed to Emergency. The hospital was where she felt comfortable, its chaos not far off that in her own home. Sometimes the hospital was much quieter. Especially when her three kids went down with gastro.
It wasnât hard to find her dad: she just looked for her mum pacing outside the powder-blue curtain. Her once-brown hair had greyed and was now worn short. Her body was still fit and her beauty hadnât faded over the years. Her posture was poised, shoulders straight. Emma wished she had her mumâs natural elegance. In that respect she was more like her dad with his easygoing nature and the bird tattoos on his arms and hands that had fascinated her growing up.
âOh good, youâre here. They should be nearly done stitching him up,â said Tammy.
âItâs okay,â said Emma, hugging her. Lavender engulfed her, the familiar scent of her mum. Tammy was shaking slightly but towards the end of the hug Emma could feel her mum relax a bit. Touching her hand, Emma stepped behind the curtain.
Her dad, Steve, was propped up on the bed, looking up at the ceiling, his face pale beneath his grey beard. Those blue inked tattoos of his, faded over the years so the outside line seemed blurry, stood out on his hands. His colour would come back soon.
âThere you go, Mr Noble, all set.â The doctor leaning over his leg did a final trim of the stitches and stood up straight with a satisfied look on his face. âAh, Emma, I wondered how long until youâd be here.â
âThanks. Nice job,â she said to the doctor after having a quick look at his work. He left as she hugged her dad, drinking in his scent of wood chips and aftershave, and then reached for his chart on impulse. âHowâre you feeling, Dad?â
âOh, Iâm okay. Feeling stupid more than anything.â His voice was soft and a little uneven.
He wouldnât admit it but Emma knew just how much it had shaken him. She saw it in the eyes of the older folk in here, a feeling that as they got older they didnât bounce back like they used to, and the fear that the hospital was one step closer to the grave. He reached out his hand and she took it as her mum appeared.
Steve started speaking further about his fall, the nervous edge lingering in his voice. Emma nodded as she scanned his chart, gently squeezing his hand in support, until suddenly she cocked her head to the side and then looked up at her mum. âDadâs blood? Says heâs an O.â
Tammy just blinked.
Her dad cleared his throat. âYes, I am.â Colour was starting to flood back into his cheeks. âBut youâre O as well.â Emma shot the words at her mum.
Tammy shrugged her thin shoulders, her soft pink blouse moving slightly.
âYou canât be.â Emma could tell they didnât see what she was getting at.
âI am, last I checked,â said Tammy. She frowned and moved closer to hold Steveâs hand.
âBut Iâm AB! You canât get AB from two O parents.â Emma suddenly felt faint as her words registered. But she wasnât the only one who suddenly put two and two together. Her parentsâ heads snapped as they looked at each other, sharing something like fear that made her stomach churn. She swallowed hard. Surely not! A shiver cascaded down her body, disbelief and shock as she tried to put words to her thoughts.
âOh my god! Am I adopted?â It was the only explanation, unless the chart was wrong. But her parents were being weird. No one was jumping up to contradict her.
âOh my god, I am.â She dropped the chart to the bed and staggered back, her hand pulling away from her dadâs. Was he even her dad? His hand reached out for her, pleading, but no words came to his moving lips. Emma stopped when her back pressed against the wall. She was cornered like a scared animal and she couldnât escape the fear and dread that was settling in her bones. What had she stumbled upon? Her brain couldnât think straight, bombarded with so many options and possibilities, all of which made her feel sick. Her stomach was tight, her breathing shallow as her hands fisted at her side.
It was Tammy who finally spoke. âNo, honey, youâre not adopted. You are my child, and Steve is your dad in every way that matters.â
Tammyâs last words echoed through Emmaâs head, leaving a feeling of time standing still. Suddenly her body demanded she breathe, and she gasped in a breath. She looked at her parents. Her mum with her deep hazel eyes and a long nose and round face that Emma had inherited, so everyone said, and even she could see the resemblance. But her dad? She had dark hair like him, but his eyes were a greeny brown; but facially there was nothing she could say she had inherited, though they did have the same sense of humour.
âWhat are you not saying, Mum?â she croaked out. Her heart raced as she waited for a reply that never came. Pushing again, she said, âIs Dad not my dad?â Her gaze darted between the two, looking for any indication that she was right or wrong.
âDid you have an affair? What . . . how?â she stuttered, growing frustrated at their silence.
Her parents had been married for years before sheâd been born, so it wasnât like her mum was pregnant with another manâs child before they wed. Emma dropped her head into her hand for a moment while the thoughts churned, then quickly lifted it as she realised the two people opposite her had all the answers. She focused the Donât mess with me look that her kids saw regularly.
Tammy looked at Steve, tears now noticeable on her lower lashes. Steve reached for both her hands and squeezed them. Emma wanted to scream at them. Answer me!
âItâs okay, Tammy. She needs to know the truth.â Steve turned to Emma and spoke so softly she frowned as she tried to listen. âIâm sorry, honey. Weâd been trying for years to have a child, then I got tested and found the problem was with me.â He paused for a moment while Tammy rubbed his shoulder. âWe didnât have a lot of money and we thought of adopting but it was too hard and we werenât getting any younger. Then we came up with the idea of a donor.â
âA donor?â Emma frowned. Where the heck was this story going?
âWe found a nice guy, and your mum became pregnant straightaway, and the rest is history. We had what we wanted most in the world â you.â He smiled at her as if she were the baby Jesus in the flesh.
Emma was surprised to feel the wet heat of a tear slide down her cheek, followed by another one. âSo, youâre not my biological father? Is that what youâre saying?â
Tammy was crying too and pulled out a tissue from her bag to mop her face.
Steve sighed heavily. âNo, honey, Iâm not. But that doesnât mean anything to me. Youâre my daughter in every sense of the word. Iâm sorry you had to find out like this. It will never affect how I feel about you. Just understand how much your mum and I wanted a family.â His voice cracked, and Tammy passed him a tissue.
Emma felt her heart about to burst. She hated to see him upset. The man who had carried her when she was tired, patched up her wounds while her mum tried not to look, read her stories every night and walked with her down the aisle. And yet she couldnât shake the anger burning inside her, anger at the secret theyâd kept from her, anger that sheâd had to find out like this. It hurt so badly, like nothing sheâd experienced before. Worse than the time sheâd lost Max for an hour at the beach. It was like her life was being sucked out of her, vanishing before her eyes as everything she thought she knew was thrown upside down. Who was Emma Noble? Who was she really?
She saw his pain but couldnât voice her thoughts. You will always be my dad, she wanted to say but the words stuck in her throat. The shock made it impossible for her to comfort him; not yet, it hurt too much. Emma wanted to storm out of the hospital, she wanted them to feel as bad as she did, but she couldnât move. Stuck to the wall like glue. There was more she needed to know.
One question was burning a hole in her chest. âSo, who is my biological father?â
Tammy sucked in a deep breath, swayed a little and fixed her eyes on Emma.
Her words were said with no hint of regret. âHis name was Bill. He was the piano tuner.â
Before becoming an author, Fiona Palmer was a speedway driver for seven years and now spends her days writing both women's and young adult fiction, working as a farmhand and caring for her two children in the tiny rural community of Pingaring, 350km from Perth. The books Fiona's passionate readers know and love contain engaging storylines, emotions and hearty characters. She has written nine bestselling novels and her most recent book, Secrets Between Friends, was a Top Ten national bestseller.